Thursday, August 8, 2013

Dark As Night

Whoa, baby. I look like I'm from Africa. I would take a picture, but I am so tired.  I didn't get to pick the color...there's only one color for bodybuilders and it's called Black Out. Hahah...

Basically, I look like I rolled down a muddy hill naked. No lie. 

All this black stuff will come off when I take a light shower tomorrow morning. Then, they apply another layer of it and go through with some contouring. She said she will watch me pose (yep, naked...) and then see where I need some emphasis. 

They did spray my face. I had the option to go lighter or as dark as my skin. I decided lighter would be best and I'm glad I did that. 

Earlier today, I got my nails done. Due to a mishap and possibly the whole language barrier, I didn't get fake nails. The whole time I thought to myself, "I should say something..."  But, I started thinking that there's less of a chance for me to break a nail if they are my real nails. 

(Before tan...)

I've been cut off of all water as of 1 PM today. I'm feeling ok about it. Choking down chicken with no water is not fun, but the bell pepper's natural juices make it better. 



I added to my suit bottoms; however, I'm not finished yet. I haven't done the back yet. I need to find some energy and get it done!  I also wanted to lay around for a bit since I feel sticky. 

I haven't even packed yet. I'm currently cooking all of my food and making a checklist. Maybe after I have my baked potato, I'll have some energy from those carbs. 

I'm still pretty calm. Every once in awhile, the nerves flair up, but I'm more excited than anything. I'm just ready to EAT THAT WAFFLE!!

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Last Workout = Sad Day!!

FIRST AND FOREMOST, I have some of the greatest friends of all time and you should be jealous. ;) I met up with my friend Jennifer for lunch at the park. It was good to catch up and the weather held up for us. She gave me a card that nearly made me cry. She just...gets who I am.


She got me a gift certificate for chips/cheese/salsa and alcohol. She is such an amazing friend and I'm so lucky to have her in my life!  

I spent the afternoon buying last minute supplies like travel mirrors, exfoliators, and sweatpants.  I also finished the top of my suit and I'm really happy with it. It just needed more sparkle. :) 



I worked out for the last time before the show. It was bittersweet. I've spent every night in the gym. It's my home away from home. I have gotten to know a lot of the staff and it just felt somewhat sad that I can't go to the gym tomorrow.  Walking out of the gym, I saw the "Welcome sign" that is always sitting outside the locker rooms. It was very inspiring. 



Another thing that I'm super stoked about is...CARBS!!  I get to have them tomorrow. I'm so excited!!  I better go to bed so I can get to those carbs faster!!  

Everything is coming together!!  

Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Dizzy Up the Girl

I am feeling so strange.  No carbs in your diet = a stupid you.  That's what I've heard at least.  I don't know how many times this week that someone has asked me a question, and I have to respond with "I don't know."  I know I have the answer, but my thought process is all screwed.  Trying to think about what to do just hurts...It could be worse.  I think I'm getting along just fine.  Day 3 of no carbs!  I'm really tired all throughout the day though.  My irritability comes and goes. 

Everything just feels kind of dream-like. 

Sunday, August 4, 2013

Whoa, Baby...You're Salty!!


Wow!!  I consumed salt for the first time in almost 4 months. It was the strangest thing I've tasted. I put some on my egg whites and it made it taste like popcorn--not in a good way. 

My tongue feels spicy or something. Today, Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday. Then, on Thursday, I cut all sources of sodium. Today, is day one of no carbs.  

More on this later...I'm going to snooze for an hour or so until I need to start getting ready to meet up with my mum. 


Saturday, August 3, 2013

Beautifying Myself

In order to get my knee back to normal, I took today off the gym. Since tomorrow was a pre-planned rest day, I thought this would work out. I started off having a bad day. I woke up with a bunch of fluid in my knee still, even after icing/heating it last night. I went to Schnucks and bought an icy/hot knee sleeve to help with the swelling. I live and die by IcyHot and Tiger Balm. LOVE THAT STUFF!!

So, I'm pulling into the parking lot and SPLOOSH!!  My gallon of water (yes, it was completely full) flies onto the floor of the passenger seat and is dumping all the water on the floorboard. I threw it in park (still crooked) and got out of the car to pick it up. I swear every person in the parking lot was hard staring. Haven't you people ever seen when someone spills shit in their car? They were probably staring because of the motherfuckcuntbitchassshit I was saying. 

After leaving Schnucks, having to purchase not only the IcyHot, but a brand new jug of water, I was happy to go have some sister time. My sister did my makeup and it just felt like we were little kids. Too bad when we were little we would punch each other if we ever got that close!  


She did a really good job!!  It's dramatic, but that's what I need on stage. Of course my skin will be a lot darker too. 

So, after that, I came home and had lunch: 4 oz of chicken with 1 oz of cheese melted on top (oh ya, I'm getting craaaazy) and a green bell pepper. I sat on the patio and worked on my suit again. Here's the finished product:



I like the simpleness of the top. I should add a lot more crystals, but I just don't want to be that flashy. I started to do more crystals and then decided against it. I scrapped off most of the glue. You can't really tell. There's a little bit of a residue, but barely noticeable. I still need to figure out the bottoms. I'll probably work on those tomorrow. 

I successfully figured out how to put on false eyelashes. It helped to cut them in sections then apply them. I feel more confident about putting them on myself. AND, I re-pierced my own ears tonight. I haven't worn earrings in like 6 months. My ears will close if I don't have something in them (even for one day...and I've learned that I'm not the only one who has this problem). So, I look all dolled up in my fake lashes, sparkly studs, and nowhere to go...except the bathroom because peeing 2 gallons of water is all I do these days!  :)

I scheduled boarding for my dogs and my mum's dog. I think they will be ok at the place I chose. They seemed clean and very friendly. The girl I talked to on the phone owns 3 pitbulls so she was happy to meet Lexi :)

Tomorrow is a busy day, actually. Peak Week is in full force--high intake of protein, veggies, and more water. No oatmeal, no carbs, low sodium. It's going to be hard, but well worth it in the end. I just need to trust the process. I'm doing pretty well with my water intake, but the one thing I'm not doing well with is looking at my belly. I know it's just a water belly, and once I start the dehydration process, I'll see my abs again. I googled water belly and found the perfect picture to represent how I'm feeling:  big and green. 



I read a good article about Peak Week that I'll share tomorrow. I'm meeting up with my mum tomorrow to get some clear swimsuit hooks for my suit. I also need to buy a large, comfy pair of dark sweatpants and a dark zip up (for my tan to set). I have to do all of this while also going to work for a couple of hours to clean out my desk and wrap up some last minute things since the new girl starts on Monday.

Time to eat...and pee again. Good night!!


Friday, August 2, 2013

Shot Right In The Kneecaps!


Look!  I don't know what happened!  My knee is completely swollen. I couldn't lift anything at all. Tonight was supposed to be legs. I tried, but it was so painful. I tried to do some cardio instead...that hurt worse!  So, with my head low, I went home. I know I don't need to be pushing myself if it means I can't walk on stage. 

I have tiger balm on my knee with an IcyHot Back Patch on top of that, and a bag of frozen edamame on top of that. That's all I can do. There's so much fluid in my knee. :/ I'm hoping everything is better tomorrow. 

On a better note, I came home and got to work on bedazzling my suit!  I just started when I snapped a picture so I'm not done yet. 



I have to admit, I want to bedazzle everything I own. It's so sparkly and fun!  I sat out on my patio with my dogs bedazzling away until it got too dark to see. 

In other sad news, I got worried that my blog disappeared because my gmail got hacked like 20 minutes ago. It sent out an email to everyone I've ever sent an email to. Luckily, I think Google caught it and stopped it. I had to change my password and everything. 




Lastly, tonight was my last chance to have bread as well as almond butter. My 9 PM meal consisted of just that (plus some egg whites). It's going to be a hard week without Ezekiel bread and almond butter. I'll survive though. 

8 MORE DAYS! 

Friday Before Peak Week Starts...Eek!


I forgot to talk about my experience with Moira and learning how to do my makeup.  I met up with Moira and her cousin after work and we laid out all kinds of makeup on my desk.  She first showed me how to do a smokey eye with winged eyeliner on her cousin.  It was good to see her doing it, rather than watching her do it on myself.  Then, she did a bronzy smokey eye on me.  I really liked it...she did an AMAZING job!  I didn't want to take it off when we were done.  She gave me a bunch of samples and things to use...so now it's up to me to practice this weekend!  Eek!

Yesterday, I went to BJ's to get my bangs trimmed.  I needed it really, really bad.  The girl that I usually go to moved to Chicago, so she recommended I go see a guy named Josh.  The thought of a guy doing my hair is really weird to me.  I decided to go for it because I trust her judgment.  He was very nice, and very friendly.  He cut my bangs pretty good...I'm happy with them.  The only thing that worried me is that he was very gentle...almost too gentle with touching my hair.  It was like my hair was precious or something...but over the top.

He didn't charge me anything.  I thought that was really nice of him.  It made me leave the salon with a smile.

I went home and ate a turkey burger patty for dinner.  I'm getting super low on food, so I have to go to grocery store today after I leave work. 

I'll post another blog later on my drop sets that I've added into my workouts.  My shoulders and back are on fire today, but I had a massive pump at the gym and I couldn't stop looking at myself in the mirror. 

This competition is sooooo close!  Tomorrow will be 7 days until showtime!