Decisions During Chemistry Class

I couldn't pay attention at all. I propped my bag on the desk so the professor couldn't see me sitting there on my phone.  I had far more important things to do. I thought the thermodynamics lecture was the perfect time to look up the NGA show calendar and find a date range that is going to be appropriate for me. I narrowed it down to TWO shows.  I will let you know which of the two I decide to compete in as soon as possible. I am JUMPING OUT OF MY BONES with excitement. 

I've also decided that I am going to hire a prep coach this season.  While I am BEYOND PROUD of myself for all of the research and hardwork that I did completely on my own, I am in the "business" of improving who I was last year on stage.  A coach is going to allow me to focus my energy into a whole system, whereas when I prepped alone, I had to dedicate time to researching and testing several different faucets of my training. I have someone in mind. I will announce that information when I finalize the contract, etc. 

THIS IS SO MAJOR FOR ME. 

I'm going to try to look into what I can do about wearing a KNOCKOUT suit. I really want to represent my *Mum* and her fight with cancer.  I've got a couple of design ideas in my head, and all of them involve a bright pink suit.  I hope to find someone that can help me create my vision.  

ONE LAST "DECISION" MADE TONIGHT:  I put the word decision in parentheses because I'm being decisive in an indecisive manner.  In several posts, I've talked about whether or not I wanted to compete in the same classification. I am going to let my coach decide for me. If my coach decides that physique/bodybuilding is where I need to be, then I'll be making further decisions on hiring a choreographer.  In the physique and female bodybuilding class, competitors have to put together a ~60 second posing routine to music.  

That ABSOLUTELY scares me.  But, I thought I might be able to find a student willing to help and add to their portfolio.  I don't know. It's just a thought. 

Wish me luck in trying to get some sleep tonight!